Love

I couldn't think of a better name for this post! I'm in love. I never in a million years would have thought I could love this much. I didn't know it was possible, but boy was I wrong. I could stare at them all day! Who would of thought this feeling could exist. I hate to say it, but it's something you truly don't get until you see your baby(ies). Seriously, my heart melts and I just cry. I cry at how beautiful they are and that they came out of my body. It's truly amazing. I can't believe I have to share them with the world. I just want to be selfish and keep them all to myself:) I love these 2 little ladies.

I am sitting here now at 6:30 am in the morning with Savannah sleeping on my chest. There is no greater feeling in the world, I am her mommy. No one can take that away from me or her!

We are just a day away from having them both at home. We will be a family, a family of four! I can't wait to take little Cali home tomorrow. It's going to be such a great weekend!

Aaron and I are going to lock the doors this weekend and turn off the phones and enjoy being a family all in the same place. It's been so crazy trying to be at 2 places at once and trying to heal from my c-section. I spend my days with Savannah and my nights in the NICU with Callista. I love snuggling with both of them.

I think they miss each other. I really think they can sense that they aren't together anymore. I put a hat from Cali in Savannah's crib for the smell of it. I wish I could do the same for Cali, but they don't allow anything with them unless it comes from the hospital.

Here are some random pictures from the past 2 weeks, this is only a small, very small amount that I have taken:) I need to organize the post better, I want this to be something they can read later and have made into a book, so they know how much I want and love them.

This feeling is sooooo amazing. I wish I could bottle it up and sell it.

This is little Cali's..aka Itty Bitty footprints.

Savannah's footprints
Savannah bright eyed!

Savannah (left) and Cali (right) Kangaroo time with Daddy.

Awwww my 3 loves! I am a lucky lady!

Weird angle of the camera, but this is Itty Bitty!

The brief time in the crib together

Look how much Savannah looks like Daddy!

Kangaroo time with mommy!

I always look forward to nightly weigh in's with Cali, she has to keep the weight gain to come home!!!

Our first family picture, boy I wish we looked more awake.
Aren't they cute?

Savannah already working on her tan:)

Cali working on hers...

there are a lot more where that came from and when both little ladies are home I will post a lot more!

Thanks for all the support while TTC, pregnancy, and now I look forward sharing my mommyhood stories;)

GOD I LOVE BEING A MOMMY!