30 weeks...ups and downs...

Okay, overall a very, very good week! 4 more weeks until we get another review of when delivery will take place!

I started Sunday off with a photo session! I had Sara from Sara Streit Photography stop by the hospital. She is so sweet and she is such a good photographer. If any of you local Greater Cincy ladies need a photographer she is your gal. I will definitely show off my pictures once I have them. She made me and the hubby feel very comfortable in front of the camera, this is hard to do when you are so uncomfortable from being at the hospital and not feeling very attractive. I just hope I didn't look bad in them.

I also had some of my best friends over for a visit and we had a blast. I love those ladies.

This week has been an awesome week for visitors! I had Hannah and Henry, he is so cute. He is one of the cutest 12 pound babies. I love baby rolls!

Monday, I went downstairs for a doppler reading and fluid check. GREAT NEWS, Callista was no longer showing the absent flow she showed on Thursday! I don't really understand everything, but from my understanding there is a range for the girls to fall under, they want it below a ratio of 4.0 and I believe a 2.0 should be the lowest (I don't really know this since Cali is high). Anywho, Callista was NOT showing a absent flow with a reading of 4.6. I will take it. Little Miss Savannah was at a 2.6. The fluid was also very good on both babies, so still not falling into the TTTS (Twin to twin transfer syndrome). YAY!!! Good day!

Thursday, down for another reading, ahhh, Cali is getting closer to 4.0 with a 4.1!!! Can you believe it. This whole hospital bed rest stuff is worth it:) Savannah was a 3.4, higher, but still in range. She better not start, I will ground her at birth. Again, both fluid readings were good! Go my pretty little girls! I am so relieved, it's refreshing. I have used refreshing a lot this week, but it is. I can breath when I hear good versus bad!

Today, I was able to get out to go to the dentist for my bridge. My sister picked me up. After the dentist we went to my parents for a little bit of pool time. It wasn't long, but man it felt good. It was good physical therapy:)

I came back to the hospital and Aaron came by after work. You can see it in his eyes he is completely done and can't take anymore. He needs some real sleep. I had to send him home. He couldn't take a night on the "bed" the men get to sleep on.

My parents stopped by with my nieces from Michigan, man they are growing up too fast. It was so good to see them. They are in town for the weekend. This leads to my melt down....

Aaron called me and was going to get a shower and head to bed. Well, as he is letting me go and wishing me good night and telling me he loves me, I start crying uncontrollable tears, a real ugly cry! You know the kind where you can't catch your breath. I told him it's okay I will be alright to get some sleep. The PCA came in to take my blood pressure and temp, she saw me crying and I asked if I wanted her to come back. I just shook my head yes. I cried and cried! I miss my husband, I miss my bed, my tub, everything! I want to be home.

I know this is where I need to be and believe me I hate the fact that I am whining, but this is so hard. I have been here for 3 weeks. I have never been away from Aaron this long before. We are talking about a relationship that began on the 3rd date with him never going home. I was his new home. So, this is so HARD!!!!

Tomorrow my family will be getting together at my parents to swim and spend time with my sister in law and nieces. I am going to miss it, it's killing me. I want to be there. I live for family time!

in my mind pregnancy was suppose to be fun. Okay, yes I will be fat and uncomfortable, but I get to eat endless pints of ice cream with people staring at me not thinking I am a pig, but as a cute pregnant lady feeding my babies. I bought the cutest clothes and wanted to show my belly off to anyone who wanted to look at it.

Okay, enough whining already, it was a good week and things are improving with my little Cali-kay cakes. I am so grateful and happy about it. I am just having a hard time being away from everyone. I am such a family person and I miss my hubby.

Here I am at 30 weeks!

If you made it this far through the whining Thanks for reading:)